11.14.2004
is there something darker than black?
he did not call or text-message this weekend. joe was right - he knows when something's up and avoids it like the plague. avoids me like the plague. i wish i was the plague. then he'd have it and die.
understand, i don't really want him to die. but when i feel this way it's hard not to want other people more deserving of bad things to suffer.
so i guess it's over. i wonder if i'll ever see or hear from him again. it doesn't seem to matter either way.
alannablue at 8:32 p.m.